I am back! Did anybody miss me????

I have recently become more accepting of my obvious narcissistic and self-absorbed qualities. Timothy Speed Levitch, you might know him. He once said, in a more eloquent fashion than I can express that narcissism is inevitable. How can we not be so involved with ourselves when we are ourselves? Its seems like such a ridiculous thing to realize, but people shun their narcissism as if it’s a bad quality. I want to embrace it.
I will love myself and have enthusiasm for my existence, because if I don’t appreciate myself then who will? I find myself looking into the mirror occasionally staring at my non-beauty. In the past I would look at myself in disgust, but that is not the case anymore. I admire my non-beauty because it is mine and I love everything that is mine regardless if anyone else does. And with all this change people still view me as the same nice and thoughtful girl. I don’t know if I am still that girl but its nice that people still think I am.

I feel utterly uninspired at the moment. It is really sad...

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me. Most people remembered but some people forgot.

But all the same happy birthday to me... The month of June is good to me most of the time. Thanks to all who sent me presies. And chris the phranc cd came in and its great. :) Thank you.

Happy Birthday to Tracy too!

This is strange. When I access the blogger site via the browser Mozilla I get a page that simply says this...

Syntheticism::
A modern way of thinking, an expression...

But everything looks the same on IE. Anyway I came to post to let you know I finally updated my biology page. I tried to make the page as bright and pukalicious as possible. I will most likely eventually change the color scheme to grey, 'cause I am dull like that.
I think I will write about "All Watched over by Machines of Loving Grace" later.

Well I graduate today. I am not sure if this is suppose to mean that I actually know something.
I have a B.S. in biology and botany, but I still don't know how to photosynthesize. What a rip off...

Crap, I was sending out e-mail with my computer on the wrong date again. Sorry about that...

The birthday gifts have started to pour in! I feel so special. I looooove the month of June.

Look at my South Park character! Isn't it cute?!

You can makes yours here!

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Sometimes I miss someone I like to call k.t. It even brings me pain sometimes, but in all honesty I live for the pain.
My situation at the moment can best be summed up by a Patty Smyth song entitled "The Warrior":

Shootin' at the walls of heartache
Bang, bang, I am the warrior
Yes I am the warrior
And heart to heart you win
If you survive the warrior, the warrior

I think I want to change my name to Nyomee, and then life will be good.

I am in a mood, and when I get in a mood I feel like reworking certain aspects of this site. So I rewrote the intro blurb on the about page. Man I need to get a life, and soon.

I went to see "Thirteen Conversations About One Thing" today. It was pretty good I guess. In the movie it says, "fortune smiles at some and laughs at others". Is that why I always feel like I am being laughed at?
On an off note, why do so many sites have to use flash nowadays! It takes like 5 minutes to load on my slow ass connection. I am irritated so easily these days.