What? You mean nobody broke up on Temptation Island?? I somehow feel cheated. I wanted to see hearts broken, backstabbing and fights breaking out. What is up with all this lovey dovey "I want to spend the rest of my life with you" kind of stuff? Or is that insensitive and mean somehow, humph should I be happy for them?

I have a major dilema tonight. Temptation Island or study, um Kelp Forest Ecology or watching crazy ass people screw each other over on tv. Hmm I think I will go for Temptation Island even though I do have a written exam tomorrow. I can't help it, I am addicted. But i think that is the only hour of tv I will watch, other then that my time will be dedicated to studying. Because I am a good student like that. I am so sure I will get straight A's this quarter, biochem is working out really well for me. I am a biochem genius, no really I am. I know glycolosis like the back of my hand. So I think I will do some homework now being the studious girl that I like to be.

Do you know that LA has already had 15 freaking inches of rain so far, that is like more then we average yearly, and its only the 2nd month. Ok so it really only rains 3 months out of the year anyway, and 15 inches isn't much compared to most places. But I am serious when I say I almost drowned today. When we have "weather" it freaks me out, I am just not use to it.

Don't you really hate it, when you take the time out of your day for someone, only for them never to show? Yeah I hate that too. :( So here I am waiting for someone, on my lunch break and I don't think he is going to show up. Oh well, I guess it doesn't bother some people that time I could be using to study is spent sitting around waiting.

Hmmmmmmmm I get my biochem test back today. I am really scared to see it, and I have no idea how I did on it. My prof is such a nerd, let say if you accidently add an extra hydrogen on to a R group of an amino acid, he doesn't take 1 or 2 points off, he takes off like 10. So I am not to thrilled to see my grade. Anyhow I will just go back to waiting for that person, if he ever shows!

woooooooooo update

And finally the week is OVER!

So I need to keep up with the posts, but you know I am an eternal slacker, so I can't help it. I am a bit upset because I went to the store and bought some cute spring clothes but winter decided to stick around a bit to long, and the rain is starting to get old. I am in serious need of some sun. Once upon a time I use to have a tan all year round. I am naturally brown but somehow my skin has faded to an odd shade over the last few years. I use to be like coffee with a tiny bit of milk, but now i am the color of milk with a little bit of coffee. I miss my brown skin. :( So as soon as the sun come out I think I will bake myself.

My modivation for eating better is still going strong. I have been eating oranges and drinking water like crazy. Now maybe I can loose my rather large ass. I think I will miss it once its gone though, it seems to have a presence of its own. Anyway my brain has run out of thoughts, so I am off to brain wash myself with television. Oh and i am over my bad mood thankfully.

Do I bore you? I bore myself.

I was in a VERY bad mood today, even worse then yesterday. I can't tell you why, because I don't even know myself. I hope all that experinced the terror that is naomi on a hormonal rage can forgive me. I am truly sorry. Maybe I feel like crap because it sucks to be me. Maybe its because my life consists mainly of computer, school, and one movie on the weekend. Maybe its because its that time of the month, or because I am stressed from school. Or maybe its because I am just plainly a bitch. I really can't decide the reason, but they all seem good and probable.
Give me a vacation and I will feel better, but for now I just can't be happy.

I need to e-mail people. I am turing into one of those flakes who forgets to e-mail people. Whatever I vented I will stop griping now. You people go on and be happy, never mind the miserable girl.

My taste for food has been changing lately. I once hated zuchinni but now I love it. I have learned to appreciate broccolii too. :) I wonder what other foods I will take up next.

So things have been pretty crappy for me lately. I have been in a really crap mood and I don't feel like doing much. I would rather sleep then sit on my big fat ass in front of the computer.

You know I think I may be some sort of a hypochondriac. Its wierd, I just recently started hearing the cartilage grind in my knees but they don't hurt (it souds nasty). So people say I should go to the doctor to have it checked out, but I feel fine. And now all of the sudden it sort of feels like my knees hurt. But I can't really tell if it hurts or I am just thinking it hurts but they really feel fine. I am confusing myself. I think I will shut up now.

Well I am tired and I haven't felt like posting for the past couple of days. I haven't felt like doing much for the past couple of days. But i did go on a shopping spree. Woooooooooo I got some *very* cute new tops at the store today. For some reaon the only store I shop at is express. I love their clothes. and I didn't even spend too much money. I should really stop spending money though, since I got my job I have been getting deeper in debt.


So it looks like when I modified my layout last week I forgot to close my tables tags. Whooops. Sorry netscape users. Not like if anyone was missing my site or anything. Well anyway I am tired and I REALLY should read some bio chem. It doesn't mean I am going to do it. I have got to be the laziest person on the planet.

New layout. Ok I know the visited link colors are a bit to bright, I will modify that later. Its not too different, but I was getting tired of the black and gray.

So I have friday off, and I am going to spend my time wisely by quiting a job I don't really enjoy doing. Yes I am quiting the aquarium. I am not going to say anything bad about that place because I think I signed something that said I am not allowed to do that, but anyway I am glad I don't have to waste my weekends there anymore.

So I had a nice valentines day, did you? Oh yeah I am glad to hear that a fellow botanist thinks its a good idea for me to pursue the botany thing. I think I will probably get into systematics. :)

Oh I finally got some feedback on how my site looks on netscape. here it is... "There is a sodding great black band accross the bottom of the screen other than that it looks fine". Thanks dear. Well anyway I forgot to mention about a funny incident with a compass I had last week. I was trying to draw circles for a diagram I had to do for physics without much success. I guess I am not use to these new high tech compass' they have these days. Well to make a stupid story short I broke the dumb thing while trying to adjust it. I was thinking it worked like those ones I use to use in elementary school. I was wrong, very wrong. I put it back together without really fixing it so when I took it back to the stockroom they wouldn't look at me like i was an idiot. Well guess what, I am a complete idiot.

Hmmmmmmm why is the most popular thing to take a picture of on a web cam only on eye. People love to take pictures of their eyes and I just wonder about that. You know, I wonder how many of the people that read this thing are female. So I don't think I can call this a blog without putting a link here somewhere. This is for all my lady vistors. I love this, it reminds me why I have been cranky all week. Boys trust me this is not for you.

I love these! Go check out the Scribbly Box Comic. :)


Its a rainy day and i love it, the weather is great today in Southern California. I think I'll go take a walk.
Oh yeah, I had to naomify my little action figure from stor.co.uk. I had to adjust the eye, hair, sweater and lip color. I don't think I own any thing green and the lips were just a bit too bright for me. It still doesn't look like me but eh its close enough I suppose.

   

Well I finally saw it. I saw the crouching tiger movie and it was awesome. I swear girls do kick butt. Crap, its sunday :( I swear I am going to quit school and i am definatly quiting the aquarium. I just seriously need a break and TWO DAYS IS NOT ENOUGH! Oh I think I need something to relax my nerves.
Well its decided, I am no longer going to pursue marine biology, I think I want to go into botany. Of course I decided just a few months ago that I was going to finally get serious about marine biology. What can I say I have problems making up my mind. But no I think its definatly botany for me. Oh yeah people don't forget you are allowed to make comments, even if it is to tell me how stupid I am. Um did that sound like a plea? Hope not, in fact I could really care less if nobody ever made any comments on my posts. Was that convincing? Oh phooey :P

well the results are in and guess what, I really am a girl. What do you know I am not suffering from gender identity crisis after all.

I hate Wednesdays. They go on way to long and I get out of class too late. Sometimes I feel like quiting all together. But I won't, and I will get to graduate school on day. I will damn it, but I don' t think anybody belives me, sometimes I don't even belive myself.

Well things suck because my glasses make my eyes hurt and give me a headache, so I take them off and then I am blind and my eyes hurt even more from squinting. I want to get that eye surgery thingiemabob, it would make life easier. I wrote about something yesterday in my blog but I can't rember what it was so it must have not been so important. For some reason it wasn't saved, it could be because when I tried logging in again blogger was down AGAIN! I don't think I am going to become another disgrunteled blogger user though who just posts on how blogger sucks and they can't get their posts up because they suck, blah blah blah. Yeah they suck but whatever, most of the time when things go wrong I just figure its just me being stupid agian so i try not to displace my anger on blogger. Besides I am convinced it is my boyfriend who is sabatoging me, he is at fault for everthing that goes wrong in my life, including blogger. He knows he is the cause of all the wrong things in my life, and he lets me blame him. I don't think he minds, and that may be one of the reasons why I like him.

I saw two old crushes today, and talked to them both. I waved to chuck in the hallway and had a brief conversation with the other who I have never written about. Lets just all this person K.T., no wait that is to obveous I think.

I just posted but it did not save. :( I am to tired to write again. So do you like my Valantines Day-ified layout?


Ah things like this totally crak me up. Can we say psycho?

Ok so it is almost the end of the weekend and I was suppose to be productive. Um I can't really say I sat around on my fat butt all weekend, but I could have been a little more producutive. I actually almost finished my essay, and I learned 15 of the 20 amino acids, so I guess I did ok. For some reason I can't remember leucine for the life of me, it is starting to get annoying. So for some reason I got into this Bob Marley Mood and I couldn't find this particular cd I wanted to listen to and it drove me crazy so i tore up my room looking for it. You know where it was? Well it was in my stupid cd player, duuuuuuuuur. I think I got into this little mood because I heard the Bob Marley festival is coming to town, and I have never gone and I would like to go. If only I had someone to go with. :( Anyway time to learn those last 5 amino acids. This Biochem class is really starting to annoy me, I am sick of drawing stupid fisher projections!

update on floyd

Ok for some reason some of my images don't want to load or they only load partially. What is up with this??? I still have plenty of space, oh and you know what else really annoys me. I have to modify my index page becasue for some reason if it is over 9kb it won't fully upload. Can someone please tell me why this is. :(

I have recived a complaint that I seem to start every journal with "ok". Ok already I won't start them with ok, ok? Any way it really bothers me that for some stupid reason that my floyd picture doesn't want to load and keeps showing up as a broken image. Who knows maybe its my browser being stupid. Anyway go to my muppets page and tell me if you can see floyd. thanks. I am tired as usual and so I am off to bed soon. I have been making skins and now I have an entire hello kitty theme going on, on my moniter. I think its cute but apperently it makes other people want to puke. I am sure once Valentines Day is over my pink/hello kitty phase will be through.

I need to get craking on the school work or else I am going to start drowning. I think next quarter will be much better, but then again I seem to say that every quarter. :(